April 2009
3 posts
Sad Saturday
Tool box to table; check! Put some napkins down on table so I don’t make a mess. Dammit I need glue; Go to bedroom to get jewelery box; “Spazz stop scratching!!!” Pick up her bag from floor - Shit! everythings falling out. Have to clean this up; Maybe she has glue. Oh, there’s that first picture of us. Why did I put it in there. I want it; put it back on my desk! ...
Spoken
When I asked for your guidance You mumbled “do whatever’ When I asked for your approval You muttered “its up to you” When I asked u for a reason to stop You whispered you “couldn’t be bothered”. I only wanted to hear you tell me what it was that would make you happy, so that we could chase that dream together. I only wish you had spoken…
Still Wondering
It’s a shame After everything that I’ve done After all the mercy I never showed After all the feelings I’ve hurt After all the things I’ve let go unchecked That I am the one asking for help I don’t want your pity, but if you will, give me your eyes Look at me for just a moment, and see me for what I really am A liar, a cheater, a sadist, a fake, an accomplice to the systematic murder of all that I...