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Almost Famous

I’ve done everything I’ve ever wanted with my life even if it was only moderate. I’ve been on TV, on Stage, on the Radio, and my roles in all those mediums varied from working the technical background to being the star of the show. I have strummed a guitar and keyed a piano (even though I absolutely sucked at it).

I’ve been a computer geek (look I have my own website), a model, even a gogo dancer and sometimes all three at the same time.

I have travelled the road, travelled the airways; I’ve driven fast cars and even faster women (more than I care to remember).

I’ve been to college, and graduated. I drank until I danced, even until I puked; I have piercings and holes in my body that weren’t there when I was born.  I have been tatooed. I have met people even more famous than me and have the photos to prove it.

I have experienced homelessness and hunger, but have also at times earned lots of money, and even squandered that money frivously. I have all the toys a man could want and even taken up a few hobbies.

I have loved and been loved by some of the most beautiful women in the world, and was lucky enough to have seen they had the most beautiful souls in the heavens. I’ve been humbled by heartbreak.

I have led a full life, and today I ask myself “what’s left”.  It just occurred that I do not have anyone to tell my stories to. I do not have a family. At age 40, the baby bug is finally beginning to bite.